I'm going to let you know now, this isn't going to be a normal blog post. If you read the letter below, you may want to have tissues on hand.
I've been putting this off, not really sure how to put into words what I've been thinking and feeling. I'm still not really sure what to put here but I'm gonna do my best...
It's been almost a week since you left this world for your eternal rest. I'm glad you're no longer suffering and that you can finally be at peace, but even though I'm gad for that, I'm sad too. Our family feels off without you. We don't get to laugh and pick on each other when facebook tries to get us in trouble. We don't get to see your light shine around us. We can't come to you when we're feeling happy, sad, or any other emotion. You are gone and it feels like a piece of us is gone too. The hardest part is knowing all the never's that keep coming to mind... We'll never get to meet you in real life, we'll never hear your laugh or your voice again, you'll never get to see mommy & mummy get married or real life kids, you'll never get to see me {hopefully) get married and have kids, we'll never get to have another celebration with you, never hear our nicknames from your lips again. I can go on with this list, there is a lot to it after all. Even though I can come up with all the never's that will happen in the remainders of our lives, there are things I'm so thankful that did happen with you still here. You got to see mommy fall in love with someone that truly loves her and deserves her. You got to meet mummy and be here when they met in person. I got to know you and have you in my life, but I wish it had been longer. I'm most thankful for all the people you touched and the family that grew around you. We can all lean on each other now in this hard time, because it is just that, it's one of the hardest times I think any of us have ever felt. We miss you down here so much Mimi, you've touched so many people and I hope we carry on your legacy and make you proud. We have you as our guardian angel now. I made a heart in the sand as I say these words as a way to remember you. You are in our hearts always and we will never forget you. RIP my sweet Mimi. Love, your lil nugget ♥
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